Kelsey Parker makes a confession. In March of last year, the vlogger lost her beloved husband: The Wanted star Tom Parker (✝33) lost the battle with cancer and died at the age of just 33. The first Christmas without her husband and father was for Kelsey and the two children particularly hard. Now it’s also the first anniversary of death – and that triggered something in the blonde.

Kelsey revealed that she was after the loss of her husband Tom developed a “tic” due to a brain tumor last year. The 33-year-old actress admitted the anxiety surrounding the one-year anniversary of her husband’s death caused this disruption: “In early March I started clearing my throat constantly, it was my birthday, Mother’s Day and it’s been a year since we Tom have lost”she revealed on the show “Loose Woman”.

“You experience death again. When I hear the music and Tom I just can’t believe I’ll never see him again. This breaks my heart”, she further admitted. “The whole time Bodhi was saying, ‘This is my father’. It’s heartbreaking. My children are now two and three years old and have no father.”