Jessica Hayes has to cope with another major setback. In 2019, the former contestant of the British version of Love Island became a mother for the first time and welcomed a son into the world. A year later, she planned to expand her family. However, in the 19th week of her pregnancy, she suffered a miscarriage. Well do jessica another terrible loss public: She lost another baby.

On Instagram the 29-year-old shared several pictures, one of which shows her with a slight bulge on her stomach. In the caption, she revealed to her followers: “I was pregnant and now I’m not. I was talking about my first loss – I didn’t know I’d be back sooner this time but it still feels like shit at.” It’s not just about losing the baby, but also the plans you made and the ideas you had – for example, what the child could be like. “I was planning to tell my family, friends and the kids in a special way over Easter weekend, but then I developed symptoms and the ultrasound confirmed the baby had no heartbeat.”told jessica further.

Because she is already a mother, she cannot necessarily let her emotions run free: “When you experience a loss, you have to pretend that you are fine, wipe your tears and move on, because you have a small child, you cook dinner, you read the stories…” counted jessica on. Despite everything, she doesn’t want to lose hope that one day she will have more children: “I love being a mom so much and I hope I’ll be lucky enough to tell a different story next time.”