The time was not easy for Emily Ratajkowski (31)! After rumors of strangers emerged, the model filed for divorce from film producer Sebastian Bear-McClard (36) last September after more than four years of marriage. Most recently, she spoke about a roller coaster of emotions she had experienced. Now opens Emily about the time after the breakup and it was anything but easy for her!

“It was one of the most traumatic experiences of my life”the 31-year-old admits in an interview Los Angeles Times to. However, the beauty does not go into detail about her separation, because she is afraid of that. Nevertheless reported Emilyfor having endured a “horrible” year after filing for divorce.

In the meantime, however, the mother of a son seems to have survived this difficult time. A few months ago, she seemed pretty relieved to finally be through with the breakup. “It’s crazy. It’s great, honestly. I don’t owe anyone anything except my son, the only man.”she showed herself in the “Today Show” completely at peace with yourself.